“Lord, save me am perishing…where else will I go, you have the word of everlasting life.”
After losing my personal financial file, I did not exert the effort to recover. After letting go of my mediocre staff, I lost my fire. Lord, send forth the Holy Spirit and enkindle me with the fire of your Love. I need this discipline back if I am to love you productively. I don’t want to be that fig tree that is full of leaves but are not bearing fruit. I think I have succeeded on leveling up on my love for Our mother Mary but I needed to move on. I cannot let myself sink in the quagmire of mediocrity. I have ofren told my students to stop looking for an inspiration but be an inspiration yourself yet I realized am the one not practicing it myself. Yet, thanks Abba Father for the book, “How to change your life in 30 days.” I know that this is already a part of being a Father to me and answering my prayers. Yes Lord, I know that every day I need to change to be better. As a consequence, I need to drink, eat, breath, work, and sleep with a motto “Be an inspiration” of Christian lay living. Thank you Jesus for that light. Amen.